I Have A Love

I have a love

as you must too

but this one here

a little different

this one’s a blonde

with sapphire eyes

he’s been in pain

and so have I

it’s been five years

and still I wait

for him to come

to be at home

but here’s the thing

about my love

doesn’t exist

nor alive

a projection

of lonely heart

he’s called Allan

he’s a Radgon

a friendly ghost

in empty home

and so we met

and so we fell

I have a love

he is not real

he will not come

and yet I wait